With Excerpts from the Confessions of St.
Patrick, translated from the Latin by Ludwig Bieler
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.
Amen.
Opening
Prayer
Glorious St. Patrick, you are honored as one of the greatest
evangelizers, and true defenders of our faith.
Please obtain for me the same zeal for Christ that enabled you to bring
the light of the true faith to all of Ireland.
Intercede for me and place my special intentions before Christ,
especially:
(State your intentions here.)
May my petition receive a favorable response if it be for the
greater honor and glory of God and my own soul.
Reading
for the Day (scroll below for each respective day)
Closing
Prayers
Our Father, Hail Mary, Glory Be
St. Patrick, Evangelist and Patron of Ireland, Pray for us!
Amen
March 9th:
Patrick’s conversion
I was then about sixteen years of age. I did not know the true God. I was taken into captivity to Ireland with many thousands of people---and deservedly so, because we turned away from God, and did not keep His commandments, and did not obey our priests, who used to remind us of our salvation. And the Lord brought over us the wrath of his anger and scattered us among many nations, even unto the utmost part of the earth, where now my littleness is placed among strangers.
And there the Lord opened the sense of my unbelief that I might at last remember my sins and be converted with all my heart to the Lord my God, who had regard for my abjection, and mercy on my youth and ignorance, and watched over me before I knew Him, and before I was able to distinguish between good and evil, and guarded me, and comforted me as would a father his son.
March 10th:
The humility of Patrick and the greatness of God
For this reason I had in mind to write, but hesitated until now; I
was afraid of exposing myself to the talk of men, because I have not studied
like the others, who thoroughly imbibed law and Sacred Scripture, and never had
to change from the language of their childhood days, but were able to make it
still more perfect. In our case, what I had to say had to be translated into a
tongue foreign to me, as can be easily proved from the savour of my writing,
which betrays how little instruction and training I have had in the art of
words; for, so says Scripture, by the tongue will be discovered the wise man,
and understanding, and knowledge, and the teaching of truth…
But if indeed it had been given to me as it was given to others,
then I would not be silent because of my desire of thanksgiving; and if perhaps
some people think me arrogant for doing so in spite of my lack of knowledge and
my slow tongue, it is, after all, written: The stammering tongues shall quickly
learn to speak peace.…
Wherefore, then, be astonished, ye great and little that fear God,
and you men of letters on your estates, listen and pore over this. Who was it
that roused up me, the fool that I am, from the midst of those who in the eyes
of men are wise, and expert in law, and powerful in word and in everything? And
He inspired me---me, the outcast of this world---before others, to be the man
(if only I could!) who, with fear and reverence and without blame, should
faithfully serve the people to whom the love of Christ conveyed and gave me for
the duration of my life, if I should be worthy; yes indeed, to serve them
humbly and sincerely.
March 11th:
Captivity and escape
But after I came to Ireland---every day I had to tend sheep, and
many times a day I prayed---the love of God and His fear came to me more and
more, and my faith was strengthened. And my spirit was moved so that in a
single day I would say as many as a hundred prayers, and almost as many in the
night, and this even when I was staying in the woods and on the mountains; and
I used to get up for prayer before daylight, through snow, through frost,
through rain, and I felt no harm, and there was no sloth in me---as I now see,
because the spirit within me was then fervent.
And there one night I heard in my sleep a voice saying to me: `It is
well that you fast, soon you will go to your own country.' And again, after a
short while, I heard a voice saying to me: `See, your ship is ready.' And it
was not near, but at a distance of perhaps two hundred miles, and I had never
been there, nor did I know a living soul there; and then I took to flight, and
I left the man with whom I had stayed for six years. And I went in the strength
of God who directed my way to my good, and I feared nothing until I came to
that ship.
And the day that I arrived the ship was set afloat, and I said
that I was able to pay for my passage with them. But the captain was not
pleased, and with indignation he answered harshly: `It is of no use for you to
ask us to go along with us.' And when I heard this, I left them in order to
return to the hut where I was staying. And as I went, I began to pray; and
before I had ended my prayer, I heard one of them shouting behind me, `Come,
hurry, we shall take you on in good faith; make friends with us in whatever way
you like.' And so on that day I refused to suck their breasts for fear of God,
but rather hoped they would come to the faith of Jesus Christ, because they
were pagans. And thus I had my way with them, and we set sail at once.
March 12th:
Sustained by Christ
And after three days we reached land, and for twenty-eight days we
travelled through deserted country. And they lacked food, and hunger overcame
them; and the next day the captain said to me: `Tell me, Christian: you say
that your God is great and all-powerful; why, then, do you not pray for us? As
you can see, we are suffering from hunger; it is unlikely indeed that we shall
ever see a human being again.'
I said to them full of confidence: `Be truly converted with all
your heart to the Lord my God, because nothing is impossible for Him, that this
day He may send you food on your way until you be satisfied; for He has
abundance everywhere.' And, with the help of God, so it came to pass: suddenly
a herd of pigs appeared on the road before our eyes, and they killed many of
them; and there they stopped for two nights and fully recovered their strength,
and their hounds received their fill for many of them had grown weak and were
half-dead along the way. And from that day they had plenty of food. They also
found wild honey, and offered some of it to me, and one of them said: `This we
offer in sacrifice.' Thanks be to God, I tasted none of it.
That same night, when I was asleep, Satan assailed me violently, a
thing I shall remember as long as I shall be in this body. And he fell upon me
like a huge rock, and I could not stir a limb. But whence came it into my mind,
ignorant as I am, to call upon Helias? And meanwhile I saw the sun rise in the
sky, and while I was shouting `Helias! Helias' with all my might, suddenly the
splendour of that sun fell on me and immediately freed me of all misery. And I
believe that I was sustained by Christ my Lord, and that His Spirit was even
then crying out in my behalf, and I hope it will be so on the day of my
tribulation, as is written in the Gospel: On that day, the Lord declares, it is
not you that speak, but the Spirit of your Father that speaketh in you.
March 13th:
The Call to Ireland
And again after a few years I was in Britain with my people. who
received me as their son, and sincerely besought me that now at last, having
suffered so many hardships, I should not leave them and go elsewhere.
And there I saw in the night the vision of a man, whose name was
Victoricus, coming as it were from Ireland, with countless letters. And he gave
me one of them, and I read the opening words of the letter, which were, `The
voice of the Irish'; and as I read the beginning of the letter I thought that
at the same moment I heard their voice---they were those beside the Wood of
Voclut, which is near the Western Sea---and thus did they cry out as with one
mouth: `We ask thee, boy, come and walk among us once more.'
And I was quite broken in heart, and could read no further, and so
I woke up. Thanks be to God, after many years the Lord gave to them according
to their cry.
And another night---whether within me, or beside me, I know not,
God knoweth---they called me most unmistakably with words which I heard but
could not understand, except that at the end of the prayer He spoke thus: `He
that has laid down His life for thee, it is He that speaketh in thee'; and so I
awoke full of joy.
March 14th:
Objections to Patrick’s Mission
And when I was attacked by a number of my seniors who came forth
and brought up my sins against my laborious episcopate, on that day indeed was
I struck so that I might have fallen now and for eternity; but the Lord
graciously spared the stranger and sojourner for His name and came mightily to
my help in this affliction Verily, not slight was the shame and blame that fell
upon me! I ask God that it may not be reckoned to them as sin.
As cause for proceeding against me they found---after thirty
years!---a confession I had made before I was a deacon. In the anxiety of my
troubled mind I confided to my dearest friend what I had done in my boyhood one
day, nay, in one hour, because I was not yet strong. I know not, God
knoweth---whether I was then fifteen years old: and I did not believe in the
living God, nor did I so from my childhood, but lived in death and unbelief
until I was severely chastised and really humiliated, by hunger and nakedness,
and that daily…
On that day, then, when I was rejected by those referred to and
mentioned above, in that night I saw a vision of the night. There was a writing
without honour against my face, and at the same time I heard God's voice saying
to me: `We have seen with displeasure the face of Deisignatus' (thus revealing
his name). He did not say, `Thou hast seen.' but `We have seen.' as if He
included Himself, as He sayeth: He who toucheth you toucheth as it were the
apple of my eye.
Therefore I give Him thanks who hath strengthened me in
everything, as He did not frustrate the journey upon which I had decided, and
the work which I had learned from Christ my Lord; but I rather felt after this
no little strength, and my trust was proved right before God and men.
March 15th:
A Fisher of Men
For that reason, therefore, we ought to fish well and diligently,
as the Lord exhorts in advance and teaches, saying: Come ye after me, and I
will make you to be fishers of men. And again He says through the prophets:
Behold, I send many fishers and hunters, saith God, and so on. Hence it was
most necessary to spread our nets so that a great multitude and throng might be
caught for God, and that there be clerics everywhere to baptize and exhort a
people in need and want, as the Lord in the Gospel states, exhorts and teaches,
saying: Going therefore now, teach ye all nations, baptizing them in the name
of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all
things whatsoever I have commanded you: and behold I am with you all days even
to the consummation of the world. And again He says: Go ye therefore into the
whole world, and preach the Gospel to every creature. He that believeth and is
baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be condemned. And
again: This Gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world for a
testimony to all nations, and then shall come the end. And so too the Lord
announces through the prophet, and says: And it shall come to pass, in the last
days, saith the Lord, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh; and your
sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions,
and your old men shall dream dreams. And upon my servants indeed, and upon my
handmaids will I pour out in those days of my Spirit, and they shall prophesy.
And in Osee, He saith: `I will call that which was not my people, my people;
...and her that had not obtained mercy, one that hath obtained mercy. And it
shall be in the place where it was said: ``You are not my people,'' there they
shall be called the sons of the living God.'
March 16th:
Let me render unto Him for all He has done to me
But I see myself exalted even in the present world beyond measure
by the Lord, and I was not worthy nor such that He should grant me this. I know
perfectly well, though not by my own judgement, that poverty and misfortune
becomes me better than riches and pleasures. For Christ the Lord, too, was poor
for our sakes; and I, unhappy wretch that I am, have no wealth even if I wished
for it. Daily I expect murder, fraud, or captivity, or whatever it may be; but
I fear none of these things because of the promises of heaven. I have cast
myself into the hands of God Almighty, who rules everywhere, as the prophet
says: Cast thy thought upon God, and He shall sustain thee.
So, now I commend my soul to my faithful God, for whom I am an
ambassador in all my wretchedness; but God accepteth no person, and chose me
for this office---to be, although among His least, one of His ministers.
Hence let me render unto Him for all He has done to me. But what
can I say or what can I promise to my Lord, as I can do nothing that He has not
given me? May He search the hearts and deepest feelings; for greatly and
exceedingly do I wish, and ready I was, that He should give me His chalice to
drink, as He gave it also to the others who loved Him.
Wherefore may God never permit it to happen to me that I should
lose His people which He purchased in the utmost parts of the world. I pray to
God to give me perseverance and to deign that I be a faithful witness to Him to
the end of my life for my God.
March 17th:
The gift of God
And if ever I have done any good for my God whom I love, I beg Him
to grant me that I may shed my blood with those exiles and captives for His
name, even though I should be denied a grave, or my body be woefully torn to
pieces limb by limb by hounds or wild beasts, or the fowls of the air devour
it. I am firmly convinced that if this should happen to me, I would have gained
my soul together with my body, because on that day without doubt we shall rise
in the brightness of the sun, that is, in the glory of Christ Jesus our
Redeemer, as sons of the living God and joint heirs with Christ, to be made
conformable to His image; for of Him, and by Him, and in Him we shall reign.
For this sun which we see rises daily for us because He commands
so, but it will never reign, nor will its splendour last; what is more, those
wretches who adore it will be miserably punished. Not so we, who believe in,
and worship, the true sun---Christ---who will never perish, nor will he who
doeth His will; but he will abide for ever as Christ abideth for ever, who
reigns with God the Father Almighty and the Holy Spirit before time, and now,
and in all eternity. Amen.
Behold, again and again would I set forth the words of my
confession. I testify in truth and in joy of heart before God and His holy
angels that I never had any reason except the Gospel and its promises why I
should ever return to the people from whom once before I barely escaped.
I pray those who believe and fear God, whosoever deigns to look at
or receive this writing which Patrick, a sinner, unlearned, has composed in
Ireland, that no one should ever say that it was my ignorance if I did or
showed forth anything however small according to God's good pleasure; but let
this be your conclusion and let it so be thought, that---as is the perfect
truth---it was the gift of God. This is my confession before I die.
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